No title...

It is 11.21pm now...

I don't know what I am waiting for

Sleep for few minutes just now

but then awake...

Its so damn tired now but

not willing to sleep...

Zzzz... T.T

They said I am so emo this few days...

Hmm...

Did I...???

Sometimes,

people treat you by their own way

for their own reason...

Some people may treat you nicely

and some might be very bad as well...

The problem is

how did you treat them back?

As the way they treat you?

Or reversed?

Is it good intentions will get rewarded?

了解自己...

说到底

你有多了解我呢?

我

是个怎样的人

有着怎样的想法

怎样的性格

怎样的心理?

有多少个人

可以真正了解呢???

不用说

连我自己

有时候都搞不清楚自己...

会不会

真的有这样的一个人

不用我多说什么

他就可以知道我的想法

抓到我的点，

懂我要的是什么、

明白我所要表达的呢???

嗯...

我想应该没有，

也不可能吧?

我想

我真的是时候该醒一醒了...

不说话、

不表达，

是不会有人懂你的,

人

永远都只会看外表

永远都只会以外观

来判断每件事...

拜托你

不要再傻了...

没有人比你更了解你自己...

I am sorry for being such a fool... =X

My February...

2 months passed...
Its so fast......
2 more months to go for my course internship...
Hmm...
Just hope everything will be fine
and keep in good condition...
I wish......

Song recommend : Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry
(Listen it with your heart... )



"I've never been the kind to ever let my feeling show
And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control... "

It's complicated...

It's sooooooo

COMPLICATED!!!

Sometimes,

I am ready to let it go

but...

My mind keep remind me that

what I had promised...

Please give me more reason

to believe that

what I have done and existed all are worth...

Because...

I don't think that I still have effort

to keep it on anymore...

T ___ T

Even just give me a lie...

"Just take what you need and be on your way

And stop crying your heart out..."

I hate you...Huang Xiao Xu...

So...
Just leave me alone
I still remember that sentences
“How nice if it was only you and me in this world...”


Hmph...
Sometimes,
we might be more happy
without knowing anything which may influence our mood...
Shit...I am damn emo now...!
Only sleep for few hours yesterday and few minutes
in the afternoon but...
still can't fall in sleep at all... T_T
Is it insonmia...?

It's a lot things full in my mind
inside my brain...
within my heart...
Something like pain that made my tear drop...
I am such a weaker...
a stupid...
or more like a dumb...

I hate myself !!!