天后

我嫉妒你的爱 气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我  而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众


我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑  只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错


如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候
你在我的心中  将不再被歌颂
把你当做天后  不会再是我

Zzzz...

I thought it would be fine

Since that

I already got the preparation

before I do this decision...

But

now I only realize that

it is so pain...

I thought I am fine while

working in office

with lots of the office document

keep busy and busy...

But

actually it's not work at all...

Once I free

my mind starting remind me everything

every single moment that were happened...

There were some voice

ask me to give up

ask me to let go

but...

Zzzz...

Vinni is losing control now...

Let her get out from here please...

even just a moment...

No title...

It is 11.21pm now...

I don't know what I am waiting for

Sleep for few minutes just now

but then awake...

Its so damn tired now but

not willing to sleep...

Zzzz... T.T

They said I am so emo this few days...

Hmm...

Did I...???

Sometimes,

people treat you by their own way

for their own reason...

Some people may treat you nicely

and some might be very bad as well...

The problem is

how did you treat them back?

As the way they treat you?

Or reversed?

Is it good intentions will get rewarded?

了解自己...

说到底

你有多了解我呢?

我

是个怎样的人

有着怎样的想法

怎样的性格

怎样的心理?

有多少个人

可以真正了解呢???

不用说

连我自己

有时候都搞不清楚自己...

会不会

真的有这样的一个人

不用我多说什么

他就可以知道我的想法

抓到我的点，

懂我要的是什么、

明白我所要表达的呢???

嗯...

我想应该没有，

也不可能吧?

我想

我真的是时候该醒一醒了...

不说话、

不表达，

是不会有人懂你的,

人

永远都只会看外表

永远都只会以外观

来判断每件事...

拜托你

不要再傻了...

没有人比你更了解你自己...

I am sorry for being such a fool... =X

My February...

2 months passed...
Its so fast......
2 more months to go for my course internship...
Hmm...
Just hope everything will be fine
and keep in good condition...
I wish......

Song recommend : Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry
(Listen it with your heart... )



"I've never been the kind to ever let my feeling show
And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control... "