Shape of my heart...

"Looking back on the things I've done

I was trying to be someone..."

Here I am half and a year in Macau...

Working hard as what I was planning before

To earn and save money for what I want...

Here I start a new life, new work, and new relationship...

Sometimes will get tired for sure

Most of those time 

Hometown always the first one which I miss the most...friends and family...

Especially when the mood is down...

People told me how hard it will be before I'm here... 

They told me how tough it will be to work overseas somemore I'm alone here

But as I told myself

Everything I have been get through will make me stronger... 

Overcome it and successful will be nearby and coming soon...

Some people said that not everyone can be always keep in positive thinking...

Even though sometimes me as well...

But I hope no matter how many negative thinking is happen on me,

It will always have someone is guiding me

and be the one which I insists for this all... 

At least I can keep moving on before I can't stand it anymore...

近况...

我知道

很久很久没有更新了...

工作的忙碌

总让人忘了时间是如何飞逝...

对不起啊部落格

我好像只要有事情，

才会跑来丢下一堆烦心的心情

然后就带着空空的心走掉...

没办法，不来这里发泄

我真不知道自己什么时候会垮掉...>.<

在澳门工作快三个月了，

自己身在国外，

有时候真的觉得很膛惶、

甚至有时候感觉好累好累，

好想放弃一切飞回国...

可是总有一些原因，

让自己吞下这一切忍了下来...

一直告诉自己过一阵子就会没事了、

再过一阵子自己就会习惯了...

可是怎么总感觉

所谓的那阵子还是没有过...?

今晚失眠了...

好讨厌自己总是像个男人那样

担心自己的未来，

有时候觉得

自己何不像一般的女人一样

只管把自己嫁出去就好了叻？

感觉自己的性格

真的像极了自己的名字，

男儿的性格...T.T

讨厌... 

希望那个

一直给我坚持下去的原因

会一直牢牢的固定着

因为它将会是我想要的未来...

为了未来，加油！

Travel life...

Well, this is the travel life

my working life right now...

It's already one year passed...

the year I busy for the travel life

which I dream for...

So,

it's not so relax and easy as I and you think,

honestly it's very tired and stress sometimes...

Don't you think that travel is full of fun,

but

when the time you're outstation,

you will know how tough the feeling is...

Seriously,

everytime when I back from overseas,

what appear in my mind is,"

I want to quit..."

Honestly! Cause it's really damn tired!

But...

once again I gained much experience from different country...

Well it contain pros and cons...

Just depend on how you treat it as...

So,am I enjoying? 

Hmmm...........I hope so... 

I always hope that my choice would bring me the best future...

Matta fair...

很忙的一个礼拜终于过去了...

全都为了今年最后的大型旅游展...

真的很忙很累啊〜

今天终于结束了，

明天开始恢复正常的上班时间...

这几个礼拜感觉过得很快，

人际关系方面好像也有点进度了

呵呵〜

       

其实

感觉有点满足也有点担心...

毕竟人家常说总有些关系

会因为太过了解而破裂...? 

在处理自己的心情的时候

或许我应该稍微控制一下，

不要让自己太过投入吧...? 

矛盾...好久没有这种感觉了...

以为对这方面已经冷淡了的我

原来还会有那么在意的心态...

Shooting for "SUMMER" ^-^

Well...
go for shooting yesterday
who was asked by my senior...
I was worried about the weather
since wangsa maju here already started raining
while we're on the way to the shooting destination
But
luckily once we reached there
the weather is just okay
no big sunshine and no rain...
Hahaha...
I like the weather so much~
Cuz no need to shooting under sunlight... XD
Between,
the environment at there really not bad...
Full of the green plant
So the photo took quite colourful...
And then I really have to said that
the photographer really very pity and sacrifice
for taking a good photo...
They have to lay down or hide inside the under brush
to catch up the angle for a photo...
So I'm proud with my senior
between I'm very satisfied with the outcome...
Maybe you guys can give some comment about the photo..?