Me myself...

I always thought that to find someone who can know me well but never realize that actually the one who was knew me so well is only myself...

So many things happen just within these few days... Work, home, family....

It's so Irritation... T_____T

Always thinking talk to somebody but lastly the one will be myself... 

Now I realize how tough to be alone working at overseas to face the problems... Miss home... :S

The only things I can do is hypnotize myself everything will be fine...

Keep move on and cheer up...

So lesson today :

Don't rely your happiness on someone,

Nobody can make you happy except yourself... 

2015

Time flew like rocket 

It's so so fast 2015 is running right now...

Still remember the first time I started this blog was 2010...

Suddenly so emotional tonight...

Thinking back those years

Many things just happened, passed and even gone...

Meeting an old friend today who already knew from December 2007...

Lots memories remind me back...

From the young girl who just step in the society that time and become a lady who was surviving within this realistic society...

It seem like so many matters I have been get through...

No matter how happy, how sad, or how tough all during the years, now it just became past tense... 

Sometimes I always thinking back those moment and those people, 

I will missing it... 

But I know that it's just all memories 

Just put it as the lesson in your life, 

Let go all the passed and facing your life now with a positive thinking 

And appreciate all you're having right now...

Don't let regret happen before its too late...

To my pass tense,

Just let go our passed for tonight

Go for our future and the brand new life which is waiting for you...

Let put full stop to our memories now and say goodbye... 

Good luck... :)

Shape of my heart...

"Looking back on the things I've done

I was trying to be someone..."

Here I am half and a year in Macau...

Working hard as what I was planning before

To earn and save money for what I want...

Here I start a new life, new work, and new relationship...

Sometimes will get tired for sure

Most of those time 

Hometown always the first one which I miss the most...friends and family...

Especially when the mood is down...

People told me how hard it will be before I'm here... 

They told me how tough it will be to work overseas somemore I'm alone here

But as I told myself

Everything I have been get through will make me stronger... 

Overcome it and successful will be nearby and coming soon...

Some people said that not everyone can be always keep in positive thinking...

Even though sometimes me as well...

But I hope no matter how many negative thinking is happen on me,

It will always have someone is guiding me

and be the one which I insists for this all... 

At least I can keep moving on before I can't stand it anymore...

近况...

我知道

很久很久没有更新了...

工作的忙碌

总让人忘了时间是如何飞逝...

对不起啊部落格

我好像只要有事情，

才会跑来丢下一堆烦心的心情

然后就带着空空的心走掉...

没办法，不来这里发泄

我真不知道自己什么时候会垮掉...>.<

在澳门工作快三个月了，

自己身在国外，

有时候真的觉得很膛惶、

甚至有时候感觉好累好累，

好想放弃一切飞回国...

可是总有一些原因，

让自己吞下这一切忍了下来...

一直告诉自己过一阵子就会没事了、

再过一阵子自己就会习惯了...

可是怎么总感觉

所谓的那阵子还是没有过...?

今晚失眠了...

好讨厌自己总是像个男人那样

担心自己的未来，

有时候觉得

自己何不像一般的女人一样

只管把自己嫁出去就好了叻？

感觉自己的性格

真的像极了自己的名字，

男儿的性格...T.T

讨厌... 

希望那个

一直给我坚持下去的原因

会一直牢牢的固定着

因为它将会是我想要的未来...

为了未来，加油！

Travel life...

Well, this is the travel life

my working life right now...

It's already one year passed...

the year I busy for the travel life

which I dream for...

So,

it's not so relax and easy as I and you think,

honestly it's very tired and stress sometimes...

Don't you think that travel is full of fun,

but

when the time you're outstation,

you will know how tough the feeling is...

Seriously,

everytime when I back from overseas,

what appear in my mind is,"

I want to quit..."

Honestly! Cause it's really damn tired!

But...

once again I gained much experience from different country...

Well it contain pros and cons...

Just depend on how you treat it as...

So,am I enjoying? 

Hmmm...........I hope so... 

I always hope that my choice would bring me the best future...