Lost...

L.O.S.T

It seem like just combine by 4 simple alphabet 

but when it's happen

it's so hard to get yourself out of it...

And I think it is happening on me right now.

People always said,

" No matter what you do, remember don't lost yourself!"

It's always sound like easy as I always thought is

but when it's really happen...

Just have to admit that, I'm really lost...

I lost my way, lost my dream, lost myself, 

even the worst is I don't even know what I lost...

So shame...

Sometimes I really don't know what I'm doing

just because don't know what I done it for.

Feeling like, I lost my life, lost my smile,

and lost my happiness.

I'm not living for my own way,

not living as what I want,

and not living for myself anymore.

What I had done just remind me that is not me.

But I have no way where to get out.

I am lost, I am really lost...