Zzzz...

I thought it would be fine

Since that

I already got the preparation

before I do this decision...

But

now I only realize that

it is so pain...

I thought I am fine while

working in office

with lots of the office document

keep busy and busy...

But

actually it's not work at all...

Once I free

my mind starting remind me everything

every single moment that were happened...

There were some voice

ask me to give up

ask me to let go

but...

Zzzz...

Vinni is losing control now...

Let her get out from here please...

even just a moment...