Good news?

Hello guys,

I have a new to share with you guys...

I am going to lead and first visit to Vietnam,Hanoi tomorrow!

Hmm...actually it's such a good new right?

But by the other way,

it's my virgin tour in the company,
and it is a 5 days tour...

It's obviously just a lie if I said I have not nervous at all..

Arhh~~~

Seriously worried a lot...
Cause of the place I never lead before,

so a little bit scared that my performance will be not good enough...

Well,

maybe I look like very calm as my senior said,

but seriously,

I was keep worried recently before I sleep...

Zzzz...

Just give me some power la~~~
Only few words is enough..."Add oil Vinni!"

Hope everything will be going smooth...

God bless!
Waiting for my return ya... Go Vinni go!!! =)

21st life...

Sorry for long time not been here...
Cause of my busy working life recently...
My life is quite "colorful" recently,
wake up ---> busy work ---> home ---> sleep
Just repeat and repeat it last month...
I think the rest of my whole life will be just like this maybe?

Well...
My 3rd December birthday had just passed a few days ago,
and I am officially 21st years old now...
So I am not a little girl anymore but a woman right now...
Received a lots wishes from friends and family,
and a big surprise as well during that day...
Hmm...
I just want to said thank you again and again to everyone of you...

My senior ask
any special feeling with 21st years old now?
Actually, nothing special...
maybe some of them will said, "Yeah~ Can go through casino already!"
Before that I also thought like that,
but now...Speechless...LOL...:P

For my wishes in this 21st years,
I hope that all the best for me and also my friends and family,
and good luck for my future...
Between...
I also wish that my career will blossom like flower...
Thanks!

Zzzz...

Don't know why
suddenly awake again...
Sleep around 2am
and then awake at 5am...
Zzzz...
Something
walking in my mind
"early in the morning..."
Can't continue sleep right now...
Hungry some more...
Arghhh~~~~~~~~ T_T
Gonna manage my time
make it be normal...
But maybe it's not that easy...>.<
"Nobody said it was easy,
no one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start..."

"Cause baby you're mine mine..."

Jay Chow song with me now... ^_<

Waiting...

Finally
I had decide to go back...
But before that
I still have to wait
waiting for this October...
Waiting until the end...

So,
Once September is end
my new life get start...
Everything gonna change
me and my life...
No matter what...

Hmm...
A bit confuse during these day...
Thinking what should be my next step...
Proceed study or just stop here...?
But now
I think I got the answer...
Anyway...
Good luck to me~ ^-^
Will share more with you after that...:)

 

 

Buzy? or Lazy???

LoL...
Almost forget to update here...
Lots of things and matters have to buzy
until...
Haha...
Actually got a lot of free time also
just...Lazy...XP

Just done the 3 days Matta Fair
at PWTC last week,
now is the time for me
to decide my next step -- my future...
Hmm...it's a bit confuse this few days...
Travel agency or others?
Haizzz...
Hmm...so I see...
Let me double consider first...>.<

But sure have to work for now...
Need to earn money already!
I need you money money money!!! $$$
Have to work hard! Fighting!!! 0(^o^)0

Broken...

Ya...
Maybe it's too hard
to fix something broken
It could be impossible at all
Just like a broken glasses
Is it possible to fix it
As normal as before?
Ya...
The answer is not...
So what to do?
Some people may throw it
some people may keep it as memory...
But how if you have no choice
to throw it or keep it?
What should you do with the glasses?
Nothing can keep forever...
Same as throw it away doesn't mean that
You never had it before...

5566 forever... =(

就像每个孩子一样,
我也曾经很疯很疯一个团体
那就是人称台湾土鸡团体"5566"!
其实
为什么叫他们土鸡啊?
就因为他们都长得还好?
但是，
如果你真正有去了解他们，
看他们的电视节目，
听他们的唱片，
你就知道这些“土鸡”
是真正实力派的!

曾经
我也不喜欢他们，
原因是，
他们的爆红指数
压过当时台湾花美男团体“F4”!
我想不少人也是因为这个原因
才对5566吐槽吧?
我当时还把他们列为我的“呕像”呢!
哈~ XD
每当想起还是觉得自己很幼稚...>_<

不过
就在个偶然的状况下
电视上正开始播放着
“5566”当时很红的一个综艺节目
那就是《少年特攻队》!
通过那个节目
让我看见他们的自然不做作，
不像其他艺人般
为了自己的形象而掩饰自己，
他们努力要保住节目的收视率，
甚至不惜颜面带给观众各种欢乐，
就是这样的他们一夕间爆红了!

一开始
大家都不看好他们，
一直骂他们土，
可是他们还是很努力地，
把自己的实力都呈现给大家!
所以，
他们的红是名副其实的!
所以“台湾第一天团”，
是5566应有的!!!
(对不起有点激动了! >.<)

所以
在中学的那段期间，
我真的超爱他们的!
还收集了不少他们的明信片、
贴纸等等，
房间里还挂满他们的海报呢! ^-^
所有有关他们的简报和杂志，
到现在我都还不舍得扔...嘻...:P
他们的唱片，每一首歌，
每句歌词可说都难不倒我哦!
偶像剧我也狂追!
他们的资料
我当然也都记得清清楚楚咯~ XP

现在
他们虽然都往各自的未来发展了，
仁甫和协志也都成家立业了，
可是，每当听到他们的歌曲，
还是会有莫名的感触，
回忆起那些年，
陪伴我一起度过的岁月，
唉...
还真的好怀念啊~~~ > ^ <

最感到遗憾的专辑，

因为没得去他们来马的签唱会...=(

5566 的最后一张专辑

《喝彩》

Recently...

One more month had almost done!It's so fast...
A bit busy recently...
Busy for the assignment,
busy for the mid-term test...
But sometimes
feel bored...LoL...>.<

Anyway,
tomorrow gotta back JB again...
Hear that second brother is over there now,
miss him a lots...
Mummy said she have to make the "rice dumpling"
because of the coming soon "Dragon Boat Festival"...
I almost forget this day if it without mum's remind...
LoL... :P
Miss mummy,brothers and sisters...
Oh I am their youngest sister,
the naughty girl...
Haha...XD

Enjoy your weekend... =)

Because I miss you...♥

Alway the exactly same sky and always the same day
Only thing that is different is that you are not here
I thought I've let you go Without anything left
No, no...
I still haven't been able to let you go...

Longing for you, I am longing for you
Because I am longing for you,
I call you and call you by myself everyday
Missing you, I am missing you
Because I am missing you,
now I just call out your name like a habit
Even today...

Day by day, I feel like I am dying,
so what could I do?
Love you, Love you I love you
Without even being able to tell you these,
I've had to let you go like that...

Sorry, I am sorry
Can you hear me? 
Could you be able to hear my late confession?
I love you...

(Jung Yong Hwa - Because I miss You "Heartstring")

I will forget you...

就这样吧 我会忘记的 从今天开始

你这个人 我不认识就像从没相遇过

就算在路上遇见 也只会擦肩而过

没关系的 我已经忘记了 忙碌的世界里我很幸福

在这里我会遇见另一段爱情

爱情都是这样的吧 时间过去就变得越来越模糊

会被人淡忘的吧

爱情走了 另一个爱情会再来的吧 一定是这样的

现即使现在痛苦 过一段时间伤口会痊愈的

会这样吧 我会忘记的 我也会这样的

不会太困难的 今天的痛 总有一天所有的也都会忘记

只是会不习惯改变了的生活

所有的都会抹去

一定是这样的

爱情走了 另一个爱情会再来的吧 一定是这样的

即使泪流满面再 过一段时间我也会微笑

是这样的（现在）已经忘记（现在）伤疤已经愈合......

就这样...就这样...将你忘记吧

Future...

Don't know why
keep thinking about future recently...
Wondering about what I want
wondering about what should I do...
It's a annoyed question...
Since already 21st years old
its the time to thinking about this...
Just waiting for the September...
I should planning something for my future already~~~

Heartstrings...❤

The new movie I addicted...

LoL...

Thought that

won't watch for the Korean drama anymore

how come now

a new drama attracted me again...>.<

All cause of the

"You're Beautiful" drama...

Between,

only watch until second episode,

I love the song,

"Because I Miss You" by the main character

Jung Yong Hwa of CN Blue.

It's really a nice song,

touch and meaningful...
As what I write beside,
the song I put equal to my mood now...
Love it much... =)

For those who haven watch this drama yet,

let's watch it now together...>u<

Enjoy the movie~~~ :D

The main character, Jung Yong Hwa and Park Shin Hye...

The actors and actress in "Heartstrings..."

The answer...

I hope there is always an answer
that I have to exist
not decided by myself but
the other person...

Because
it is very tired
while everybody was
waiting and looking for your answer...

That's why I need someone
someone who could did
everything for me...

Maybe I expect too much
no such person isn't it?

Desperado...

So...???

I rather give up...

回忆 = 折磨

过了一段日子
才发现
自己被那些回忆
折磨得有够了厉害...
原本以为
自己需要的只是时间，
只要给我时间
这一切
都会慢慢过去，
慢慢变淡...
怎么知道


原来时间，
不会让你忘记
只会让那些往事、回忆
变得更清晰；
只会一直一直地
反复在你脑海里播放着......
想着
拥有彼此的那些日子，
那个曾经一起看过的电影，
一起去过的地方，
一起閙过的時刻，
一起听过的歌曲，
一起聊过的话题......


这一切一切
只会随着时间
慢慢地变得更深刻...
或许，
在那场景里的一些人与事物
会随着时间慢慢变淡
但属于彼此那甜蜜的记忆
却会牢牢地刻在心里
难以忘记...

Tell you...

Come up to meet you 
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart


Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start


Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Ronan Keating - This I Promise You

Super double like~!!! >u<
I think it will be my wedding song...<3

我想珍惜...

沒想到

原來我也會爲了這事情而煩

真正想讓我珍惜的

在中學當兵過後

就再也沒有了

沒想到

如今我竟然會有這種感覺

那種無奈

想不在乎

但又放不下的感覺

啊~~~

友情真可貴...

我會解釋

是因爲我想珍惜...

Nothing...

So
What else I can say...?
Sorry...?
Hmph...
Sound like funny to say this...
Ya
Maybe I am too self-righteous...
Thought that 
I can settle all those things myself...
But
Now only I realize I am not a superman
I have no power
I am just an ordinary girl
I need help when get trouble
need some suggestion when I am lost
need some judgment when I am wrong..


But how come...?
That was my attitude
won't speak out when I get trouble
won't ask for help when I am lost...
Why...?
Because I don't like the feeling that 
may bring trouble to others
I felt like they don't like
scared that they don't like me...
That's why 
almost all the things I settle them myself...
Is it because 
I am forced to be independence since child
that's why this attitude kept followed me...?


What should I say...?
Nothing else I can say...
Thanks for those who still stand by my side
and give me fully support with reliance...
Thanks Elaine thanks Lily...
and Shin as well...
thanks girls... =)

What if...

What if there was no lie
Nothing wrong, nothing right... 
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme...? 


What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life...? 

天后

我嫉妒你的爱 气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我  而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众


我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑  只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错


如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候
你在我的心中  将不再被歌颂
把你当做天后  不会再是我

Zzzz...

I thought it would be fine

Since that

I already got the preparation

before I do this decision...

But

now I only realize that

it is so pain...

I thought I am fine while

working in office

with lots of the office document

keep busy and busy...

But

actually it's not work at all...

Once I free

my mind starting remind me everything

every single moment that were happened...

There were some voice

ask me to give up

ask me to let go

but...

Zzzz...

Vinni is losing control now...

Let her get out from here please...

even just a moment...

No title...

It is 11.21pm now...

I don't know what I am waiting for

Sleep for few minutes just now

but then awake...

Its so damn tired now but

not willing to sleep...

Zzzz... T.T

They said I am so emo this few days...

Hmm...

Did I...???

Sometimes,

people treat you by their own way

for their own reason...

Some people may treat you nicely

and some might be very bad as well...

The problem is

how did you treat them back?

As the way they treat you?

Or reversed?

Is it good intentions will get rewarded?

了解自己...

说到底

你有多了解我呢?

我

是个怎样的人

有着怎样的想法

怎样的性格

怎样的心理?

有多少个人

可以真正了解呢???

不用说

连我自己

有时候都搞不清楚自己...

会不会

真的有这样的一个人

不用我多说什么

他就可以知道我的想法

抓到我的点，

懂我要的是什么、

明白我所要表达的呢???

嗯...

我想应该没有，

也不可能吧?

我想

我真的是时候该醒一醒了...

不说话、

不表达，

是不会有人懂你的,

人

永远都只会看外表

永远都只会以外观

来判断每件事...

拜托你

不要再傻了...

没有人比你更了解你自己...

I am sorry for being such a fool... =X

My February...

2 months passed...
Its so fast......
2 more months to go for my course internship...
Hmm...
Just hope everything will be fine
and keep in good condition...
I wish......

Song recommend : Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry
(Listen it with your heart... )



"I've never been the kind to ever let my feeling show
And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control... "

It's complicated...

It's sooooooo

COMPLICATED!!!

Sometimes,

I am ready to let it go

but...

My mind keep remind me that

what I had promised...

Please give me more reason

to believe that

what I have done and existed all are worth...

Because...

I don't think that I still have effort

to keep it on anymore...

T ___ T

Even just give me a lie...

"Just take what you need and be on your way

And stop crying your heart out..."

I hate you...Huang Xiao Xu...

So...
Just leave me alone
I still remember that sentences
“How nice if it was only you and me in this world...”


Hmph...
Sometimes,
we might be more happy
without knowing anything which may influence our mood...
Shit...I am damn emo now...!
Only sleep for few hours yesterday and few minutes
in the afternoon but...
still can't fall in sleep at all... T_T
Is it insonmia...?

It's a lot things full in my mind
inside my brain...
within my heart...
Something like pain that made my tear drop...
I am such a weaker...
a stupid...
or more like a dumb...

I hate myself !!!